Because if you had troubled me with the failed attempts—if you had explained to me you were going to attempt it, on yourself, then I wouldn't have been so fucking angry with you utterly blindsiding me with it that I was prepared to do that!
That's why!
And maybe if you hadn't been perfectly happy to do exactly that to me at the tourney, I wouldn't make the comparison—
( they're not past that.
this would, maybe, have been easier if they were. but gwenaëlle was on such shaky ground already; it's so easy to see it crumbling around her, to look on it in the worst possible light. )
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That's why!
And maybe if you hadn't been perfectly happy to do exactly that to me at the tourney, I wouldn't make the comparison—
( they're not past that.
this would, maybe, have been easier if they were. but gwenaëlle was on such shaky ground already; it's so easy to see it crumbling around her, to look on it in the worst possible light. )