And it didn't occur to you to discuss any of that with me before you sprang a lot of paranoid, unhelpful horseshit—

( she really stresses the word, drawing it out, underlining it, )

—and blindsided me by expecting my mind to dribble out my ears so I'd be ignorant enough to play along with whatever half-baked theatrical performance that was supposed to fucking be.

'Unbecoming to his position'. And what the fuck was this? Because it wasn't you protecting anyone. I won't applaud you for pissing gasoline onto an open flame.